Because I reflect (a lot) on how I am feeling, what I am thinking and how these things differ from one context to the next that usually gives me strong insight that leads to action. At the moment though… I feel immobile.
I know why I am here; to create happiness.
I know who I am; I am enough.
I know what I value and believe; awareness + reflection = insight + (self) control = (informed) choice + reflection = (better) choice(s) + reflection = happiness
I know what I do; I’m attentive, I think, I share, I challenge, I question, I’m curious.
I know where I do this; nearly everywhere.
Yet… I am struggling
There are opportunities for me to do achieve what I want, be who I am, that fit with my values, mean I can do what I do best…. And take me on two very different directions.
If I was to ‘thin slice‘ it I know what I want to do for me. The trouble is the ‘why’ I am here… To create happiness. That happiness isn’t just for me, it’s for my family, for the people I interact with, for the organisations I support.
Being immobile isn’t me, that doesn’t feature in any part of who I am. So for now, the insight… I don’t know… The self control… To accept and enjoy that… The choice… I will make my informed choice… When I am ready.
What do I do…… I don’t know…. Yet.